On medical leave today, really drowsy and tired. In fact, I slept the entire day. Or I have been working six days a week and church on Sunday, then back to work on Monday...sometimes, I wish Monday is a rest day like all the staff in church. Hahhs... i think I just wanted to have a good rest and sleep today. It's all good. After all the resting, I'm alive and awake now...yes, at 2.25am. Just ended a msn conv with my hairstylist who's only 23 this year. He shared, helped him think of solutions and invited him for AI. A bad thing, he has to work on weekends and can't make it for AI...but, I'll keep on reaching out to him and one day, he'll know Jesus. I believe. He needs God. After talking to him, it leaves me with many thoughts and feelings in my mind and heart. So many, that I can't finish talking about them...but somehow, I felt God in all of it. His assurance, His presence with me. I just have a sense of running towards God and hide under the shadow of the Almighty. When I am still, I know He is there. Always there. I know my relationship with Jesus is special. After 13 years of being a Christian, He has become my Pillar in life. Someone closer than any human being. Someone I feel for, more than towards any physical form. Someone I constantly long and pine for. Someone I know I can't live without. It's really a relationship, not a religion. How can anyone say that God is not real? I am glad I'm knowing Jesus in a deeper way. Cast all your cares upon Him, for He cares for you. Yes, Jesus loves..Jesus knows...Jesus cares. I love my God. I want to surrender my life towards Him. He is my only desire. Anne |
